it's very weird seeing my dad's stuff still laying around the house. things like shoes, his electric shaver, cookbooks, his computer, his glasses. it feels like he just went on a vacation somewhere and will be coming back soon.
it's hard to think he won't come back.
i decided that i would really like to have his comic book t-shirts and turn them into a quilt. i don't know how going through people's stuff goes though....
i'm dealing with this way better than i thought i would...i don't break down and cry every time someone mentions my dad, i don't cry when i see his stuff, i'm not depressed. i'm sad, but not so down that i can't continue with life right now. i hope it doesn't hit me really hard later. i'm fine with random bits of crying here and there throughout the day right now. no major breakdowns.
i'm so lucky to have such a great family and such supportive friends. i love them all.
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