Wednesday, August 25, 2010

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

I HATE SCHOOL SO MUCH. I wish I could just flush education down the toilet.
so pathetic...I can't believe i have to deal with this crap for 2 more years and then I get a stupid piece of paper that shows for my suffering...asglasjdfkafasldf then I get to go find a stupid job but at least at that point i can just have a stupid normal job and not have to worry about going to school from 11-3 then work 4-8 every dayyyy omggggg.

i think i will ask for sundays off just so i can have a day to freaking breathe.

Saturday, August 14, 2010

School in 1 week - yuck!

NOT ready for school, blah! Not mentally prepared at all. I'm going to shoot for A's this semester....and get B's. As usual.

Monday, August 2, 2010

Life is soooo good!

I have the best friends ever, ever, ever!
Lauren just got back from ROTC training stuff in Kentucky I think last week or a couple weeks ago and she is staying at home in Napa and she drove up to see me today. :) Also Liz and her boyfriend are in town this week from Texas & Air Force and they visited today. PLUS we were all hanging out and then Mark came to hang out! Then I get to go on a walk with TIffany and Kimm later at One Mile. I seriously just love all my friends and I wish I hadn't closed all of them out so much when I was with Eric.

Plus Mac is just superrr awesome. :) I have so much fun with him and he just makes me feel so energetic and excited and I'm having fun all the time with him. I feel like he's really good for me right now!

I got 20 hours this next week at work again (up for 16 hrs the past few weeks) which is amaaazzing finally. This pay check sucked because I took that week off for dad and then I only got 3 shifts on the following week so I think my check was less than $130 so I am a little broke for the next couple weeks, but I could really care less right now! :D
ANDDD! I found all but two of my textbooks online on Amazon and it's going to save me around $400. I got 2 in the mail today and one had a 20 dollar bill in with a note that said, "Dear Rhiannon, I have enclosed 20.00 cash for the fact that the text was paper back. If you would like to return this copy of the text please e-mail me at blahablahlaahaha@blah.com (edited :D) or if you have any questions." SO nice! So I totally just made 20 bucks back, which is probably more than I would have made if I sell the damn thing back to the book store.

I did sell my accounting book from summer back last week and the college said that they weren't taking this edition back but the used book company would so they gave me 15 for it.... I paid 106 for it. umm...LAME. Better than nothing, though, I suppose.

School starts in 3 weeks and that's about the suckiest thing in my life right now!

Everything's so great! Except I still am reallyyy missing dad. I think it's because I want him to be here for all the happy stuff now. But....it is what it is and I know he loved me and he knew I loved him and that's all that matters. :) :)

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Today...

I miss my daddy.

otherwise life is sooooo fantastic right now! i'm finally having fun...like, multiple days in a row. this hasn't happened in so long. :)

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Moving On

Things are getting easier already...although they weren't as bad as I thought they were going to be to begin with. I don't think it has hit me all the way yet. Regardless, I'm doing fine. I'm back at work now and it's going normal, home is normal (as normal as it can be, I suppose), life's kind of just falling back into place, as it's supposed to.

I do miss Dad and I think about him 300 zillion times a day and everything reminds me of him but they are happy thoughts, which I'm so thankful for. This could have gone the other way and I could have got depressed and broke down every time I thought about him but instead I giggle or smile. It's nice.

I did my accounting final today. I think I did well on it..at least Ok. I bet I got a low B...I think. I really have no idea. The multiple choice questions were so iffy for me. Plus, my balance sheet on the work problems was over a grand off and I couldn't figure out what I did wrong, so I just went with it. Either way though, he told me even if I didn't take the final I still had a C in the class....which is fantastic for me! This means I'll never have to take accounting class ever again in my life. :) Now I just have to figure out how to show Chico State that I took it, passed it and then get the credits to transfer. I think also that I'm only going to take 4 classes this semester instead of dropping the accounting class I'm in for fall (to prove that I was going to be taking it, it's an undergrad req)and picking a new one. I'm already in class from 11-4 and if I want to have time for homework AND work...I probably shouldn't overload myself too much basically.

I saw Inception....twice. It's such a good movie! I loved it. One of the best I've seen in a really, really, really long time. It was a total mind twister and it was hard to keep up with, for me, in the beginning and the whole thing was a task to keep up with...which is why I saw it twice. :)

In other news, I'm drinking soda right now. *slap on wrist*

2 months exactly til I turn 21.

1 month til school starts again *puke*

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

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Photos of Dad

Here's a photobucket account with pictures of dad. I passed out the username and password to others so if they wanted to upload pictures and share them they could.

Username: stancarmanphotos
Password: scarman01

Here they are :)

http://s1016.photobucket.com/home/stancarmanphotos/recentuploads

here's the Flickr account....the photobucket one shrinks them so I made another with the full size pics!
http://www.flickr.com/photos/honestheartsareundercover/sets/72157624421517515/