Tuesday, May 11, 2010

"Break"

Eric and I are taking "a break," whatever that means. Basically I think what happened is neither of us actually has the guts to break it off completely, so we're going to stay in break up limbo land until we figure things out. We decided that we're basically just going to act like friends, a.k.a. don't hang out every day, don't talk all the time....but we're not really going to see other people either. So pretty much I'm single but I'm not at the same time. I don't really have a "boyfriend" but I can't go date other people, if I so desired. This is weird. I never understood breaks, but breaking up is so hard to do!
We both decided that we have a lot on our plates that we need to figure out....it's dumb, because I do want to be with him but I totally want to be by myself too. This is really difficult. Grrrr

And my stupid 8 o'clock class was canceled and I totally forgot...so LAME. So I'm stuck here at school until my next class at 9:30. ohwell.